Extremes

Alone, you’re ice, I am fire.
Together, we’re two extremes.
You’re the ice cooling my fire,
I’m the nightmares waving away your dreams.
I am the chaos shaking your order,
You’re the sense missing to my madness,
I’m the light illuminating your darkness,
I am a noisy storm, and you are the quietness.

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Sweet Poison

You’re my poison,
You’re an addiction…
When you’re not around,
The world brings me to the ground.
Sweet Poison,
I’ve tried to find a reason,
But, with you, I bound,
In you, I’ve found,
Something sweeter,
Something bitter…
My sweet poison,
You break my reason,
You’re my loved addiction.

Hide and Sick

I refuse to face my heart issues.
I’ve tattooed a smile on my face,
I’ve painted happiness, all over my face.
And I pretend that I never kissed you,
And I pretend that I never loved you.
But for how long can I pretend?
When will it end?
This game of sick and hide,
This game where I denied,
To love someone else,
To be someone else…
To love you.

What I wanted, killed me

I’ve killed myself by loving somebody else. It killed me to let him go but did I really have a choice? How long could I pretend to be satisfied from this? From him? From us? I would have been loving him more, I would have wanted more and he would have been running away, leaving me with my sexpectation, my relationshit. I know. He would have. And still, it killed me, it is killing me. I let go a part of me, I let go the one I love for a fulfillment of what is expected from me, for what I thought was a better deal, for a lie, for the lie.
Because, I want the lie, I want to believe one person would love me and me alone. This is what I want and still… It hurts to let the one thing you love, this person that cannot give you what you want but that you love, to let him go. What I want, killed me.